I am not an over confident person and i feel that probably most bloggers are like me feeling and knowing they have talents they keep from the world.
I suffer terrible panic attacks caused through lack of security and stability in my life and as i did as a child i wake up not sobbing as i did then but full of fear anxious about silly unimportant things.
I might wake up at 2.0clock in the morning panicking about some thing silly or i might be out some where when it happens and i can’t get out of a place fast enough, or will repeatedly do some thing that i have already done like starting my car when i have already done that. The panic will cause me embarassment i will lose concentration and do some thing stupid then i will worry about having made a fool of myself so it adds to my anxiety.
I deal with this awful problem but how i don’t really know but i tell myself that what i am worrying about does not matter that i will be 0k that this silly thing can be replaced or i will learn to deal with it, this is only possible as i begin to get over that horrible experience.