So many people today are let down by others more than ever before, they are lied to and much deceiving goes on, much using of others for there own ends. Good people are accused of bad things. It as become common to hear of shootings, knife attacks, careless cruel deaths, neglect of some’s own helpless children starved of love and left hungry with broken bones and bruises whilst mother’s stand before everyone along with there man looking as though what they have done is there own business and that child’s life was not any thing to fuss about whilst that child suffered unbelievable neglect and pain and they did nothing to help only continued to abuse and any one who might be able to help as done nothing. People die alone left some times for weeks and nobody calls or cares until there is a bad smell they complain about and it is too late. People will report others before they will turn there hand to help make there life easier and avoid the worse things that can happen. 0ld people are dumped in homes and forgotten by family’s. Nothing is sacred any more. This is not the case for every one there are some good people who still have respect for there parent’s even if they have not been the best of parent’s but too many don’t care all respect for them as gone and some of those parent’s have given so much .
It is so easy to scare one’s self when we think deep thoughts, easy to see vision’s faces of people we have never even met come before us, happenings we hope will never be.
I once had a dream of thousands of people running, children being trampled into the ground by a human stampede, what were they running from you might say, a roaring came from the sky as it flashed thunder and lightning the roaring was terrifying, rain poured and people could barely stand let alone run but they still tried every one was afraid, we knew the time had come to answer for who and what we had done in our life and many were unprepared and shocked by what was happening. The world had changed in a very short time to a scary place where nothing mattered except to try to escape from this terrible thing we all knew we must answer to. I was safe I was looking out at it all watching the horror but I was still afraid.
We can fill our computer’s up in a short time with waste of time rubbish there are loads of apps to choose from all sound useful and exciting but we don’t need them and before we know it our computer is choked with stuff we never really needed. Not only that but even the useful stuff we download can have in excess of added stuff we don’t need to fill up our computer and cause problems,we never really have enough space for all the stuff added on we don’t need and getting rid of it can make life difficult and can destroy what we do need.
It is true I need more sleep because for years I have been on water tablets due to kidney problems I am up and down all night most nights for a pee. Point is that experts tell us we need eight hours sleep a night and I think it is more important that the quality of sleep is good not the length of time we sleep if we can get a quality couple of hours sleep it is better than eight hours poor quality sleep. I have known a chap that slept for twelve long hours at a time and was dead at 50 years of age and another chap that went to bed late and got up early every morning who is still active at 70 years of age.
It is autumn or the fall and it is beautiful but a bit of a sad time as the year draws to a close but it as been a hard year for me and my hubby with my ending up spending months in hospital after an emergency op that left me totally disabled.
Soon we will spend more time on the web writing our blogs with nothing out doors left to do, Christmas approaches at least it was once Christmas now it is not what it was, now it as no other meaning than to spend, spend, spend, and many either don’t know its meaning or don’t want to know. Its just a holiday.
0n face book I received a message of sorts I say of sorts because it was a colourful attractive quote, it said—
“People might agree with you but because its you they won’t”.
Its a bit like believing that if your nice to some one they will be nice to you,
so not so, there are people who don’t want to like you or me and whatever we do they still won’t like you so count your blessings and be glad there not in your life you don’t need such people nobody does .
I enjoy going solo I enjoy the freedom one gets from going it alone I don’t feel the need for some one else’s company all the time. But when I have been in good company for a while that feeling goes away and I miss them and want to make for human company once again, but it passes.
Most things I do are solitary things, drawing and painting, writing poetry and short stories, I get bored easily and some times don’t bother to finish what I write knowing in my heart I have the ability to write well when I am of mind. I feel sort of ashamed that I have in a drawer manuscripts of original stories I have written and done nothing with. As for poetry I have lost so many poems I have written and forgot them over the years. I had a draw full of pictures I painted from sketches I did they are now tatty and not fit to show. I have wasted talents but I guess we all have.
What a great writer the best read I have had in years. Down the darkest road author Tami Hoag will be reading more of Tami’s books.
0ne of my favourite old sayings is “All that glitters is not gold”, and it means that what you see or hear is not always true or real. That is very much the case more so these days than ever before with the possibility of all kinds of cosmetic surgery and so much we can do to cover up who we really are.
We can feel very let down when we find out the truth about some one if they are hiding behind some thing or pretending to be some thing there not.
I like to make the best of what I have but I don’t want to change it not because I think its so great but its me and who I am and I am unique I don’t want to have a nose that is perfect or like some one else’s I know if I changed it for another I would never like it and in the end we need character and much more to survive to a big age in this life and looks don’t come into it. Infact I think too much surgery on parts of the face and body could make us look older as the years pass than we other wise would.